It’s kind of ridiculous isn’t it?
The lack of actionable information you can find online to save your marriage during an affair.
Since cheating/affairs are kind of a hot topic here at My Marriage Helper I figured I would dive in and do some intensive research and you’ll never guess what I found.
Ok, that’s not actually true. I did find something but nothing that really blew me away.
Instead I found the same old generic articles that you would expect to find. There were the Oprah or Dr. Phil articles swearing that if you follow their advice you have a chance of saving your marriage. And then there were the famous “list articles.”
“List articles” – is a term I coined that is meant to describe the plain jane articles out there that offer no real value.
You know, the articles that are entitled,
10 Ways A Cheating Spouse Can Ruin A Marriage
21 Ways That Cheating Can Actually Be a Good Thing
But enough of this nonsense. Lets get to the real reason you are here.
You are most likely here because either you or your spouse has been having an affair and you want to determine how you can save your marriage.
Hmm… perhaps I should be more specific.
You want to determine how you can save your marriage with in-depth details that actually work. By the way, speaking of a detailed action plan. If you have not gotten around to reading this lengthy article on how to save your marriage, then please make a note to check it out.
So let’s get back on track with the point is was making earlier. You don’t want to rely on those generic “list articles” that I talked about above.
Well, I have just the thing for you.
15 ways that you can save your marriage if you or your spouse cheated!
Ok, reason number one..
Ha ha ha ha ha…
I am just messing around with you.
I tend to do that a lot so if I get out of hand make sure you slap me and get me back on track.
This page is going to have one sole purpose.
To save your marriage if either you or your spouse cheated on one another. Now, I feel that I should warn you before I get started that trying to save a marriage in this instance is not easy.
In fact, let’s explore this a little bit deeper.
Saving A Marriage If An Affair Occurred Is No Easy Task
I am not in the business of lying to you.
That’s what all those other list articles out there are for.
Nope, I am in the business of telling you the truth and the truth is that if you are trying to save your marriage from divorce if cheating is involved you have your work cut out for you.
Oh, and by the way, while I have your attention let me direct you to this post I wrote on how to affair proof your marriage. While the article you are reading now will help you if your marriage is currently under fire due to an affair, here is some useful information you should consider that can help you and your lover be more proactive.
Why Is It Hard To Save Your Marriage In This Instance?
Cheating is the ultimate betrayal that someone can make in a relationship.
In fact, it’s so scary that it rules some peoples lives.
I don’t know if you know this about me or not but on top of being the founder of My Marriage Helper I also have founded two other very successful relationship websites called Ex Boyfriend Recovery and Ex Girlfriend Recovery.
These websites (yes you guessed it) help men and women with either,
A. Getting back with their exes
B. Getting over their exes
Due to the nature of these websites I have heard my fair share of crazy cheating stories.
But none of the stories I have ever heard have topped this one.
There was a girl who THOUGHT her boyfriend was cheating on her. Now, when I asked her what made her think that she said that her boyfriend came home later than usual one night.
He came home late one night and never did it again and she thought he was cheating.
As a result of this fear she went through his things whenever he wasn’t around.
She cracked his Facebook password and read his personal messages.
Oh, and this is the best part.
She started spying on him when he was at work.
Yup, she literally took off from her own job to spy on him.
After she didn’t find anything out of the ordinary she confronted him and demanded that he come clean.
“I didn’t cheat on you” he kept telling her
“YES YOU DID!!’ she kept yelling back
This woman, who had absolutely no proof that her boyfriend was cheating on her let the fear of cheating rule her life and as a result her boyfriend broke up with her.
I mean, we all want to think the best of the people in our lives. We want to think that they would be loyal and never stray but sometimes the fear of being cheated on takes over.
Now, when you work yourself up like that and find out that you were cheated on it can hurt.
Oh, and lets not discount the people out there who were completely blindsided when they found out they were being cheated on.
So, why is it so hard to save your marriage if you or your significant other had an affair?
Because of this very same fear.
I want you to look at the graphic I put together for you below.
There are three parts to this infographic.
Part One: Being Cheated On
This isn’t rocket science.
Part one is the actual act of cheating. Either you or your spouse cheated and that’s why both of you are here looking for answers.
Part Two: The Fear Of Having It Happen Again
Lets say that you cheated on your spouse (and I am not saying that you did) just bear with me here.
So, you cheated on your spouse.
Well, as a result of that action your spouse is going to be terrified that it is going to happen again.
Oh, and we all know what fear can do to a person.
Re-read that crazy story I told above about the girlfriend who thought her boyfriend cheated but didn’t if you need proof of that.
Part Three: As A Result Of That Fear The Person Isn’t Able To Reconcile
Let’s stick with this idea that you were the one who cheated on your spouse.
(Again, I am not saying that you did we are just using this as an example.)
So, you cheated on your spouse and as a result of that cheating your spouse has the fear that it is going to happen to them again.
They don’t want that to happen to them again.
All of that stuff is frightening to a person.
So, what do they do? They push the source of all of that pain away YOU.
This makes it very difficult for a reconciliation to occur and is an underlying reason for why a lot of people can’t forgive cheating.
There’s that word…
Forgiveness is defined as the ability to stop feeling angry or resentful toward someone for an offense, flaw, or mistake.
Forgiveness is kind of a big deal when we are talking about cheating because in order for you and your husband or wife to full reconcile the wronged party/ies is going to have to forgive the wronger.
So, how often does this even happen?
How often do wronged couples stay together?
Lets look at some of the statistics…
Statistics? Why Do We Need To Look At Statistics?
I hate citing statistics as much as you hate reading them but they are important because they can teach us a lot so bear with me here.
Oh, and just an FYI when I cite statistics I always like citing the ones that are shocking.
What can I say?
I am a “shock and awe” fan.
Except in this case I suppose it’s more shock than awe.
Alright, are you ready for the first SHOCKING statistic.
You Cheated…. IT’S OVER FOREVER
According to an article from YourTango over 50% of marriages actually are able to survive an affair.
So, that’s actually pretty good news when it comes to your chances right?
However, that doesn’t mean you are out of the woods just yet.
Your marriage can still break up over other issues so make sure you stay on top of the five synergistic principles of a successful marriage.
Cheating Is Common… A Little Too Common
According to Dr. Dana Fillmore 50% of marriages are impacted by some sort of infidelity at some point during the marriage.
In other words, if you look at your marriage and your best friends marriage then statistically either you or him will cheat/be cheated on in their marriage.
Actually, we know the answer to that one already.
Your marriage was the one that was affected and not your friends.
Men Are More Likely To Cheat Than Women… Except In This Case
This isn’t so shocking to hear but I did find it interesting so I decided to include it.
It is statistically proven that men will cheat more than women.
Hmm… perhaps I should change that statement to say that men cheat slightly more than women.
HOWEVER, as women are becoming more and more financially independent they are starting to act more like men and the percentage of cheaters goes up.
You hear that ladies?
You can be just as guilty as us men.
Fantasies… Oh Fantasies…
This one is also pretty interesting.
When I was doing research on cheating I came across a website called “The Truth About Deception.”
It was actually a pretty great resource.
Well, one of the things that they do is survey their readers about cheating.
Through these surveys they learn truths about cheating. Well, in one of the surveys they were trying to determine how often couples thought about someone else sexually.
In other words, if you were a man who was married this survey would measure how often you would fantasize about a woman who wasn’t your wife in a sexual way.
Guess what the results were?
Well, the “Truth About Deception” claimed on their website that “almost everyone fantasizes about someone else” but when I had a closer look at the actual statistics it looks like 65% of people claimed that they had fantasies.
So, while I wouldn’t say that “almost everyone” fantasizes I would say that a really large amount does.
This begs an interesting question.
Is fantasizing about someone else other than who you are married to considered cheating?
My Marriage Helper’s Definition Of Cheating
If there is one thing I have learned about relationships in the past several years it’s the fact that everyone has a very…. unique way of looking at things.
For example, let’s say that you grew up being taught that the sky was purple.
And then I came along and insisted that the sky actually wasn’t purpose but it was blue.
So, whose right and whose wrong?
Me of course!
(Actually the sky can turn kind of purple during a sunset but lets forget that little tidbit for a second.)
It’s for these type of disagreements that I would like to officially define what an affair is.
Yes, believe it or not but some people’s definition of an affair is different than others.
So, lets take a look at some of the things that we are going to consider “an affair” here at My Marriage Helper.
What We Consider To Be An Affair At MMH
I figured I would be thorough with you so I am going to go down this list one by one of what we consider to be cheating here at My Marriage Helper.
Alright, lets just get this show on the road.
Kissing Another Person Passionately
The keyword here is passionately….
Look, if I caught my wife kissing anyone on the lips I would be absolutely ferocious in my anger.
However, I am not naive to the fact that we have visitors from all over the world coming to this site and believe it or not but in some cultures you say hello by a little kiss on the cheek or on the mouth.
There is definitely a difference between a peck on the mouth or on the cheek to say hello and a passionate kiss that means something.
Here let me give you an example,
Peck to say hello,
Ok, in this case it was a peck to celebrate but you get the idea. Now lets look at a passionate kiss which clearly is cheating.
You can definitely see the difference right?
How the guy is into her…
How the girl has this little smile on her face…
Heck, I am sure after the camera was off there was tongue involved and the kiss went from passionate to sexual.
In other words, if you or your significant other have kissed someone like the kiss shown in the gif above then you are cheating.
But that’s just the first level.
If things progress beyond just a kiss….
Well, then you are really in trouble.
Having Sex With Another Person
This is what everyone thinks of when they think of affairs or cheating.
I am not going to lie to you.
Out of everything that is listed here this is by far the worst.
I don’t have to spell this out for you do I?
Ok, how can I do this in a family friendly manner?
There isn’t really a great way is there?
I guess I can get super technical with it.
Alright, so a man and a woman have these reproductive parts and when they “smush” these reproductive parts together they do something called “sex.” When you have this “sex” you make babies.
I totally explained that in a very family friendly manner 🙂 .
Ok, lets move on to our next offense.
This is a fun little fad that’s popped up in recent times with the invention of the cell phone and text messaging.
Alright, so what is sexting?
Do you see how that works?
Basically people combined sex and texting to form sexting.
The way it works is quite simple. Someone sends an explicit and very sexual picture (through text messages) to someone else and they are engaged in sexting.
Or as I like to call it….
Being engaged in CHEATING.
There are a lot of people who say that emotional cheating isn’t really cheating.
I suppose technically it’s not but we are going to count it as real cheating and if you don’t agree with that decision allow me to defend my position.
I like using role playing to illustrate my points so we are going to pretend that there is a married couple named Julie and Bob.
(Side Note: I use Bob a lot throughout my little role plays and Bob usually does something stupid so I apologize if your name IS actually Bob. Ok, onto the role play lesson.)
So, Bob and Julie have been married for 7 years and things have been pretty solid between the two for most of their marriage except recently they have been growing apart.
As a result of this “growing apart” Bob has decided to turn elsewhere outside of his marriage for emotional support in the form of Jenny.
So, we have Bob, Julie and Jenny and they are in a bit of a love triangle,
So, right now Bob is getting emotional support support from Jenny which kind of looks like this,
Now, initially there is nothing wrong with this except the fact that the more that Bob gets emotional support from Jenny the more he begins to develop feelings for her,
And once those feelings have developed then you know a physical affair is right around the corner. In fact, I would make the case that the type of affairs that are “one night stands” are rare in marriages.
Take this statistic for instance,
60% of affairs start at the workplace.
In other words, that means that more than half of all affairs are committed with someone that you or your spouse knows.
Time has developed this connection and in many cases they spend more time with this person than with you.
(Assuming they were the one who cheated. If you were the one who cheated then you obviously know already who you cheated with.)
So, emotional affairs are dangerous and I would say that most of the time they lead to a physical affair sometime down the road.
But enough of this talk.
I think I did a pretty good job of explaining what we consider to be an affair here at My Marriage Helper.
Lets move on to the interesting part of this article, saving your marriage during an affair.
Something You Need To Understand About Saving Your Marriage After An Affair
People are lazy…
I guess what I am trying to say is that YOU are lazy…
Does that offend you?
NEWSFLASH I am not here to cater to your needs. I am here to save your marriage and sometimes that means telling you the cold hard truth.
Why am I saying that you are lazy. Well, I know that as you have been reading this article there has been a thought that has been gathering in your subconscious.
The Thought = I hope this doesn’t take too long to work.
And therein lies our problem.
If you attack this problem from a position where you are thinking “I hope this doesn’t take too long to fix things” you are going to fail because here’s the thing about affairs,
People don’t just get over them. They take time and work on you and your spouse’s part to get over.
Well, I am a married man,
And I love my wife very much but even thinking about her having an affair gives me chills (and not the good kind.) It scares me a lot. So, you know that something that scares me that much is a serious deal.
Here’s the thing though.
She hasn’t had an affair on me but either you or your spouse has.
That’s not going to be an easy thing to forgive.
Now, at this point of the article I was going to attach a YouTube video of something I saw years ago from a man who specialized in helping couples who have had affairs.
Unfortunately I looked everywhere and I couldn’t find the video.
Here was the gist of it though.
Being cheated on is probably THE most painful thing that you can experience in a relationship and that horrible feeling of betrayal doesn’t go away in a matter of days, weeks or months.
Did you get that?
This problem isn’t going to go away quickly.
It is going to take time.
How much time?
Well, probably a minimum of a year or two before you and your spouse can fully move on.
Now, I know what your thinking.
“Holy Toledo, it’s going to take THAT long to save my marriage from an affair?”
Yup, I know that it sounds like a lot initially but if you really think about it, it’s not that hard to believe.
Lets go back to our example of Bob, Jenny and Julie above and pretend that Bob has cheated on Julie with Jenny.
Well, Julie isn’t just going to forget about Bob’s affair.
Nope, she will most likely obsess over it…
Worry about it…
Get depressed again…
Worry about it one more time…
You get the idea.
It can take YEARS to pick up the pieces from an affair and even after all the pieces are picked up the person who was cheated on won’t EVER forget about it.
I suppose I can end this section with a quote from Helen Fisher, a Rutgers anthropologist, whose husband had an affair 15 years ago,
You can get over it. You can get over all of the feelings; but in my experience, you never forget it.
How To Save Your Marriage From An Affair
Ok, so rather than set this up I am just going to give you My Marriage Helper’s four part strategy for saving your marriage after an affair,
Now, I know what your thinking.
“Really… four steps? That’s all? You can’t be serious.”
Nope, I am dead serious.
While it may look like a pretty simple strategy to save your marriage at first glance it’s anything but.
In fact, these four steps will probably take one or two years to fully complete.
However, in order for you to even have a chance of saving your marriage you need to get past part one of this process.
Let’s examine that now.
STEP ONE: Overcome You or Your Partners “Want” To Leave
Have you ever asked yourself why I put together this website?
Why I am so dedicated to saving marriages?
Care to take a guess?
I am sure some of you will guess that I am all about the money and while I won’t deny that I do hope to gain more financial freedom from this site that’s not it.
This site is my attempt at preventing people from making the biggest mistake of their life… divorce.
So, I am from the United States and where I am from the system is completely broken.
Lawyers profiting off of people in pain…
Judges profiting from it…
Alimony payments lasting a life time even when marriages only lasted a year…
Children used as pawns by lawyers and judges to prolong disputes which ultimately end up making them more money.
What’s that old phrase?
You end up paying your lawyer your kids college savings to put HIS kids through college…
There is truth to that statement.
That’s really sad isn’t it?
To be honest, it’s rare to find someone who goes through a divorce unscathed.
In fact, many people end up completely broke and some people are never allowed to see their kids again when they did nothing to warrant that harsh of a punishment.
Why am I telling you all of this?
Because either you or your spouse has been cheated on here and pretty soon one of you is going to start to feel this strong pull to leave the relationship. I like to call this the “want.”
So, let’s pretend that you are a man and your wife has cheated on you with Bob.
(That damn Bob…)
Well, after the reality of the betrayal sets in and you can’t get the thought of Bob being skin to skin with your wife out of your head you are going to feel this very strong pull or “want” to say the leave the relationship.
So, lets say that you were to do that.
Let’s say that you and your wife get into a screaming match over the cheating one night and you tell her you are done and you want to file for divorce.
So you do…
You want revenge and you start thinking of the worst way that you can hurt her…
A way that you can make her feel the pain that she made you feel…
“The kids… you think to yourself. I am going to seek full custody of the kids.”
Now, your wife has been an excellent mother and there is no reason that she should get her custody right reprimanded.
So, the two of you battle it out in court.
Now lets throw in a rotten lawyer and a crooked judge that delay the process and the two of you end up broke and in debt just paying fees to cover the expenses of your lawyers.
Oh, and I haven’t even gotten to the best part yet.
Despite all of that you are still in love with her.
Why would you do that?
Why not just work on your marriage instead?
Look, I don’t know who I am talking to here. I don’t know if you were the one who cheated or your spouse was the one that cheated.
Whatever the case I want to tell both of you something.
DIVORCE IS NOT THE ANSWER!
You will regret it because it ruins EVERYONE involved including your kids.
So, what’s the best way to overcome this “want” to leave the relationship?
It’s basically explaining the fact that divorce is often a mistake in the United States by making many of the points I made above.
Here’s the thing though, if you were the one who cheated you lost almost all credibility so they need to hear it from someone else other than you.
Heck, even a stranger.
Now, if you were the one who was cheated on then you are hearing it from me right now.
Divorce is often NOT the answer.
STEP TWO: Kill The Contact With The Cheater
This is a big step and it’s essential that it’s done if you want to have any chance of saving your marriage.
Now, I don’t know your situation exactly so I don’t know who cheated on who but lets just assume that you cheated on your husband or wife.
(Again, I apologize for making what could probably be a false accusation but bear with me here because I promise there is a point to this)
Assuming that in order for you to have any chance to salvage this thing YOU are going to have to take some drastic steps regarding the person you cheated on your significant other with.
I hate to use my own marriage as an example here since it is about as good as it gets but if my wife had cheated on me and I were to give her a second chance I wouldn’t do so without making sure that she is no longer in contact with the person she cheated with.
I mean, it’s beyond me why some people think they can still “be friends” with the person they cheated with while still working on their marriage with their spouse.
What are they thinking?
That their spouse is going to be cool with the idea of them still being around the cheater?
That’s why I recommend that if you cheated to make sure you kill ALL contact FOREVER with the person that you cheated with.
And if your spouse was the one that cheated on you then you need to make sure that they do the same. In fact, I would say that you really don’t have a great chance of saving your marriage unless they do and while I hate to advise anyone to demand something out of their relationship this would be the right time to do so.
Now, I would like to talk a little bit about what I mean when I say “kill all contact with the cheater.”
What Does “Killing Contact” Really Mean?
Perhaps a better word for this should be “killing existence.” In other words, what we are trying to achieve here is to never talk to them again and to never EVER acknowledge their existence.
Now, if that sounds drastic then you aren’t going to like this next part.
Sometimes that means a job change.
I should have really included this part in the section above about statistics but this is a better place for it.
In her book, Not ‘Just Friends,” Dr. Shirley Glass stated that 50% of women and 62% of men had affairs with people in the workplace.
In other words, it seems like work is one of the top places for an affair.
This could be a little troubling to those of you who need to “KILL the contact” with the person involved in the affair.
I mean, it’s a really tough position to be put in.
On one hand, you could have a flourishing career that helps you put food on the table and a roof on the head. However, your marriage could suffer due to the fact that you still work with the person you cheated with and your spouse is always going to have trust issues with you.
Oh the other hand, you can give up that flourishing career and risk financial hardship for a while (until you find a new job) but you can take a big step in salvaging your marriage by getting away from the person you cheated with.
What do you do?
Let’s look at this logically.
Now-a-days the average time a person spends in a company is 4.6 years but lets round that up to 5 years.
Marriage on the other hand is supposed to last a lifetime.
When you look at things like that it should be a simple decision, right?
It’s hard to ask or expect anyone to give up a career that is bringing in good money for anything.
What’s that old phrase,
Money is the root of all evil?
So, I have an idea if you find yourself in a situation where you have to choose between your job or saving your marriage.
Look, the one thing that you have to understand is that if you cheated on your spouse with someone you work with and you continue to work with this person then you are risking a divorce.
But I do understand the need to make money for a family (I have been there.)
So, what if instead of just quitting altogether you shopped around and found a job in the same niche that pays around the same.
This way we can satisfy both needs.
The need to get away from the person you committed an affair with and the need to have money.
STEP THREE: Rebuilding Trust
This section is going to be controversial…
I am sure of it.
Probably because of the unconventional advice that I am about to dish out.
BUT before you jump to any conclusions all I want to ask is that you hear me out.
We have already covered the first two steps of saving your marriage from an affair but now it’s time to get to the hard part, rebuilding trust.
Now, I have talked extensively in the past about rebuilding trust in a marriage but rebuilding trust after you or your spouse has had an affair is a little bit different.
It requires a bit more effort.
Well, in order to explain that I think I am going to have to do another of our favorite role plays.
Lets pretend that you cheated on your spouse and they just found out. For the next few months/years that betrayal from you is all that they are going to think about.
They will think about you kissing that person…
Holding that person in your arms….
Doing “the nasty” with that person…
These type of thoughts will consume them and I have yet to meet a well adjusted human being who is ok with these thoughts.
Do you remember above how I talked about the fear of cheating sometimes being worse than the actual act itself?
How it is extremely difficult for someone to be open to a reconciliation because they are so afraid of having it happen to them again?
Well, this very same fear is going to cause a person to be extra suspicious of everything that you do from this point on.
If they do decide to stay with you and you go out with your friends one night they are going to wonder,
“Is he/she really going out with friends or is he/she really just meeting up with a fu*k buddy?”
Lets say that you leave your phone out one day while you are in the show and you get a text message from a friend named Bob while your significant other is around.
Well, I would bet good money that they would pick up your phone and start looking through it to make sure nothing inappropriate is going on between you and Bob.
Fear is a very powerful motivator… remember that.
What you need to do is be aware of this fear and combat it with trust building strategies.
Now, I have come up with a few unconventional trust strategies that you can employ to make your spouses fear of being cheated on a little… less.
Lets look at those trust building strategies.
Trust Building Strategy One: Phones, Facebook, Emails And More…
Ah, so we have arrived at the first controversial strategy.
Every time your phone goes off your husband or wife is gong to be petrified that it’s some other fling that you are about to embark upon.
So, instead of letting your husband or wife wallow in despair let’s lift them up a bit by giving them full access to your phone.
While I do realize this is a bit elementary I think they will appreciate the idea.
How does this work?
Ok, lets say that you are a man named Gerry who is married to a woman named Ginny.
You have just cheated on Ginny.
(YOUR SO BAD :p .)
Well, after Ginny found out you decide to sit her down and employ this strategy.
“Ginny, I just want you to know I am so sorry for what I did to you. I truly don’t deserve you for sticking by me. BUT to prove that I am committed to you and only you I have something I want to propose. I want to give you full access to my phone, Facebook, email and anything else you can think of. Whenever you want to see it or go through it you can and I won’t have a problem with it. I want to prove to you that you can trust me.”
Now, I realize that this strategy may be a little unconventional and definitely controversial but that’s kind of the point.
You don’t see a repeat cheater offering this kind of solution up now do you?
Oh, and for those of you who are going to give me a speech on how spouses should trust each other.
I think the fact that someone cheated pretty much seals the deal on why one spouse can’t trust the other one right now.
Now, another controversial thing about this strategy will probably revolve around the fact that if you open the floodgates and let this happen when will it end?
Lets say you cheated and you offer this phone solution up to your spouse.
For the rest of your days will you always have to serve up your phone any time your husband or wife gets a feeling that you are being unfaithful again?
Because something interesting happens.
While you may have to use this solution for a few years I will say that eventually when trust does get restored you will find the frequency at which a spouse looks through your personal accounts will become less and less and then eventually it won’t happen anymore.
Trust Strategy Two: Revamp The Rules Of Your Relationship Regarding The Opposite Sex
And herein lies our second controversial strategy.
Most relationships have these unwritten/un-talked about rules regarding the opposite sex.
Take my wife and I for example.
While we have never actually discussed it, it is understood that I am not to spend any of my free time with other women not named Jennifer or Lilly.
(My Wife and Daughter.)
This is an unwritten rule that I understand just like she understand that she isn’t to go on dates with other men.
Again, we haven’t ever talked about this it’s just understood.
Now, I am sure that you and your significant other have similar un-talked about rules in place but after one of your cheats on the other it’s time to talk about those rules.
More specifically, it’s time to revamp the rules.
What I suggest is that you sit down and talk about the rules of your relationship regarding the opposite sex.
Here is the thing though, if you cheated on your spouse then you let him/her make the rules and if your spouse cheated on you then you should have a right to make the rules.
STEP FOUR: Meaningful Acts of Repair
Ok, this is the last trick up my sleeve and it is arguably the biggest one.
Have you ever heard that quote on risk?
If you are not willing to risk the unusual, you will have to settle for the ordinary.
Let’s look at your situation for a minute.
- Quitting a job to spend more time with spouse
- Being open to going to therapy
- Offering a heartfelt apology (aka the apology of the century)
- Having OPEN communication